Q and I went to the post office and mailed the application. We have begun. Most likely our youngest child has already been born. They are there and they may be fine, right now and they may not be. I know that they are loved. I know it. I know I love them. Their soul. I feel it. I know too that their (the little boy or girl) parents, aunts, uncles, cousins love them too. I feel that too! It's mostly what I am right now - this feeling. Just that - this love, felt, far-away.